3 more years

yip is damn critical of my decision to get a lancer. just a lancer, 48k. Of course i will go and zheng to something like the evolution in my NFS game. adding in a turbo also.
he says it is damn impractical to get a fast car, every 100m traffic light, then later he says that he wants to get a bmw. WTF

how to write

not sleeping yet not becos i dun want to but becos i haven't finish studying for tomorrow's (later) sociology test. i dunnoe how i am going to write though. i think there will be an essay. my left hand is 3-4 times slower than my right hand, and the handwriting looks very primary school. ok i will get a picture to illustrate...


primary sch


right hand

today i opened the refrigerator using my right hand. i felt stretched. i dunnoe how to describe the feeling, it's like when somebody pull ur finger, the joints get stretched. it goes back to the original position when released. just to open the refrigerator door and my wrist felt like that. i hope that is not an indicator of the gay bone being displaced slightly. can't wait for 8th december to get another xray done. i am very sure that i dun need the damn diu lian cast to aid my recovery.

after watching so much soccer lately, i am very gian to play it myself. this stupid cast is disrupting my life. i can't sweat becos the cast will become very smelly afterwards. i can't write and i can't even sign on my passport application. I feel damn paiseh walking around with the stupid thing. -_- but then i am a bankrupt so i dun mind staying at home to cut down on expenses, but it doesn't make sense when1 visit to the doctor cost $180.

blue cast

nv x-ray. change cast only. the nurse wanted to give me an orange cast. wtf attention seeking to the max. dun even have normal white colour so bo bian have to take blue. going back in 2 weeks again. 1 hot nurse helped me to put it on. i should break my arm more often. jajajaja. anyway according to the doc, i have to put on a cast for another 6 weeks. this is costing me a bomb financially, somemore this means i can't work in sitex and... i can't go zoukout and sim bash. >_<
oh yah forget to add that the doc said i have to be in the cast for 6 weeks! ARGHHHHH!!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooo

it really sucks

it really sucks to be in a cast. i can't do anything with my right arm. can' even write.
i used to think that ppl who have their limbs in a cast are wimps. this is retribution.
this friday i'm having an appt with the doc again. I'm still hoping for a miracle to happen. hopefully it heals completely or they realise that it isn't broken in the first place.

Oddly enough, twice as much force is required to break the scaphoid bone as to break one of the bigger forearm bones.

later more specific x rays taken show that it is really fractured :(

Who gets this fracture?
In adolescents and young adults, fracture of this bone is the most common fracture around the wrist. Men are ten times more likely to fracture this bone than women. Although the bone is small, it takes a lot to break it. Oddly enough, twice as much force is required to break the scaphoid bone as to break one of the bigger forearm bones. Because of this, most patients who have broken their scaphoid have done it while participating in sports, such as football, basketball, riding a motorcycle or in an automobile accident. Usually the patient falls on the outstretched hand and hyperextends the wrist joint.

siao liao

kaoz man, i have a slight hairline fracture at the scaphoid bone!
have to be put in a cast.-_-

Now my wrist

5.42: Finally decided to go to train alone. mac and jiu bin studying for exams, alvin couldn't make it
5.50 quick dinner
6.07 cycle to gym
6.11 I'm cycling quite fast towards the traffic light; 06 sec more before the flashing green man turns red.
6.12 I picked up my speed
6.12 SCREECH

a small girl got in my way.
she was initially standing at the traffic light. suddenly she moved into my path. she wasn't looking at my direction.
I jam on the front brakes and i flew off my bicycle. First time that happened. I tried to cushion the fall by landing with my wrist first and now my wrist is hurt. -_-
Her mum beside her kept asking the girl if i hit her, but the girl kept quiet. Of course I didn't. I guess if the girl said yes, she would have confronted me.
Didn't want to get into an argument with an auntie so i picked myself up and cycled away. I tried rotating my wrist, no problem.
When i reach the gym, i know my wrist can't lift any weights, even gripping to the bike handle was painful. But i didn't want to waste that trip and sacrifice training, so I carried on. erm just for the note, of course i changed my exercises since i couldn't do any pushing today.
As it became more painful, I became more pissed. At 1 point I even I thought that i should have confronted the auntie to get it off my chest. But no, I needed a few sec to myself to calm myself down. It was purely accidental.
I applied ice to it just a moment ago and now it's beginning to swell. Considering the pain, it should get bigger. After the wisdom tooth its the ankle then the finger, now the wrist. Nv had as many nonsense in this 3 months than i have in 5 years.

updates

yes, finally did some updates.
changed the banner music to better quality
changed a bit of the final picture of the banner
adjust the size of the 'posts' layer.
changed the tagboard to a sissy 1
changed my display pic and some info
added links for jami esther and s21
that's all folks!